Monday, July 6, 2009

*Warning* Swear Words Alert- Be Glad You're Not Me

hi everyone, my name's cassandra tsui and i would like to tell you about my hideous asshole of a dad named _______ ____. firstly, when you're a little child, probably around 5 years old and you hear your parents fight, you would generally go up to them and start crying and tell them not to fight and they would probably soften up and forget about their problems and just be nice to each other for the sake of their child. but no, i was a girl who knew not to go near their parents when they were fighting as they were quite aggressive when they did so. so then, i decided to just leave it and eventually, everything was fine.

So one night this did happen and I just ended up crying in my room and praying for them not to get divorced. And as i said, everything was fine. i thought.
Not long after, we went and had dinner with a girl who was around 29 and who was a smoker. she lived near us and she said hello to me. cos my parents could hide info well, i smiled and said hi back. that was before i realised that she was a girl who was having an affair with my dad.

and then one time, i overheard them fighting. when i found out that my dad was having an affair- and this is... when i was 5 years old, i don't know but i didn't have any emotion seeing as i probably knew deep down inside that my dad WAS an asshole

then i grew up and when i was in grade 7, my dad decided to leave me @ the house while my mum was out and while i was sleeping. because he decided to move out. and guess where he moved? ohh down the road from us. greattt dad. nice move. abandon me and LEAVE THE DOOR OF OUR HOUSE OPEN while mum is AT THE AIRPORT DROPPING HER FRIEND OFF and A THIEF COULD COME IN ANY TIME.

it was only in grade 7 did i realise that he was a criminal who had done illegal things. when i first heard this, i just thought. whoah my dad's a criminal. well, he is and he should suck shit. then i found out he was my mum's boss

when my mum was pregnant
she had to do everything i mean everything. take care of me, earn a living and wash everything
while my stupid dad was just sitting there smoking cigarettes and being a greedy selfish asshole
What did he do every night while she was doing all the work? Smoke. Just smoke. Who the hell would want a dad like that?

then my mum found out he had an affair. at first she didn't realise why she was wrong and where she'd gone wrong. She stressed so much and she started to lose herself because she didn't know what to do and she didn't know where to turn to

I say this to Mum: don't worry mum,it's just him who's decided to abandon u for some ugly slut faggot

i want my dad to die because then he'd change his will and give ME MY CHILD SUPPORT MONEY AND MY MUM HER JOB MONEY AND PAY BACK ALL THE DEBTS HE HASN'T PAID TO ABOUT A GAZILLION PEOPLE YET. You see, my mum has worked for my dad for what.. 9 years? and how many years of fees has he given to my mum? 3 years worth. WHERE'S THE OTHER 6 YEARS DAD? oh right! with your family down in shenzhen!

then, my dad had gone out for a little and left me home alone with his mobile and i decided to go through it and found yet another girl he had had an affair with
NUMBER 1: SHE WAS FROM SHENZHEN
NUMBER 2: HER NAME WAS a whorey name
NUMBER 3: THEIR TEXTS WERE SO DISTURBING
once i got into his emails cos he left it open i searched through and there was

"I LOVE YOU FOREVER I WOULD DIE WITHOUT U BLAHBLAHBLAH I DONT NEED TO HEAR IT DAD UR JUST A dickhead WHO'S A GREEDY PIG WHO WILL MEET THE GATES OF HELL SOON
and her lovely email is (her name)_1234@126.com

btw another time when he forgot again, i decided to get copy and paste the emails from her to my msn and send it to myself

so i did that since these were all in chinese and i hadn't learnt every single chinese character there was and believe me, there are plenty, i showed my mum AND THEN I FOUND OUT
***** WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL DATING A 50 YEAR OLD GUY WHO UNFORTUNATELY for ME WAS MY FATHER AND MY STEPBROTHER APP. THEY HAD SEX ( OH WAHAT A SURPRISE MY FATHER WAS ALWAYS THE ONE FOR THE WHORES AND SLUTS AND FLIRTY GIRLS) AND HAD A STEPBROTHER THAT WAS IN CHINA AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP STARTED WHEN I WAS IN GRAADE 4 YES GRADE 4 THEY HAD A BABY AFTERWARD WHEN I WAS IN GRADE 6

and then we got his other mobile cos he's so filthy rich he has 2 and we searched through that
BIG SURPRISE DING DING DING ANOTHER ONE IS COMING UP AGAIN

my parents own a shop and before in that shop was a girl who told my mum that she would go for my dad
MY DAD ACCEPTED THIS AND DECIDED TO BLOW KISSES AT HER WHILE SHE WAS THERE THEN MY MUM FIRED HER AND THEN MY DAD STARTED HITTING ON ANOTHER GIRL WHO IS ON HIS SIDE NOW WHO IS CALLED **** ** AND SHE IS A BITCH WHO WILL ALSO MEET THE GATES OF HELL WHEN SHE DIES TOO!
See my dad thinks that he's the most handsomest guy on earth and that whoever he flirts will instantly fall in love with him. umm... sorry but no.

The amount of customers coming to the shop are decreasing because he has an attitude problem which is what I got from him. I cannot believe i'm actually alive and i am still alive because guess what? I have genes from him. Genes I do not want. I never wanted to be his daughter


THEN WHAT HAPPENED AFTER THAT HMMMMM.... OH YEAH MY DAD TOOK AWAY MY MUM'S ANCESTOR'S STUFFAND NEVER RETURNED IT so he better return it before he dies
I don't think he grasps the fact that when he dies, he will die a slow and painful death. He will go straight down to hell.

DAD U DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE AND YOU SHOULD BE CRYING IN HELL BEING SQUASHED BY THE PEOPLE YOU OWE WHICH WILL BE ME WHEN I DIE IN HEAVEN AND WHEN MUM DIES IN HEAVEN

oh and just a tip: i hate you dad

and then THERE WAS ANOTHER GUY WHO DID SOMETHING ILLGEAL MY MUM TRUSTED HIM AND TOLD HIM SHE WAS GOING TO SUE MY DAD BUT NOOO

THE ASSHOLE DECIDED TO STEAL THE EVIDENCE AWAY AND TELL MY DAD AND THE SHOP ASSISTANT WHO IS UGLY IN EVERY WAY

JEEZZ THESE PEOPLE ARE FUCKING BITCHES
AND WHAT'S HAPPENING NOW?

my dad is trying to sue my mum for something she didn't do

i hate my dad and want him to die

and my mum is .... well coping

AND MY DAD... WELL MESSSAGE TO DAD

KILL YOURSELF ASSHOLE NOBODY IN THIS WORLD LOVES YOU COS YOU LOOK UGLY U SMELL UGLY U ARE AN ASSHOLE U R A DICKHEAD UR JUST A DICK AND I WILL NOT REALLY EVER ADMIT U AS A FATHER WHEN I GROW UP PAST 21

SO DEAL WITH IT ASSHOLE

So I haven't talked to you guys in such a long time and let me admit, a whole lot of things have happened.

Now, my dad is being a greedy asshole again and he is not paying my school fees. I was just about to go to State High because of him. Today, during dinner, I found out that he's not going to pay ANYTHING. He is stressing my mum out, trying to kill her so that when she passes away, her money will be passed down onto me, which my dad can easily manipulate into his bank account and he has to take care of me.

Let me put it this way- One time he took care of me. Mum wasn't back from Shanghai yet. What does he give me? On the first day of high school. My breakfast is

ripe tomatoes. Yes. They were green.

If I had to survive the rest of my life until I was 18 with my dad taking care of me, I would commit suicide. Literally.

He isn't paying anything. Which means Mum has to take care of my clarinet lessons, japanese classes, art classes, english tutor classes, maths tutor classes, and school fees. all by herself.
While the only thing he has to take care of is his 6 families he's managing. I swear he's a billionaire.

Which means I probably will have to leave my school I am attending right now, because the fees are way to expensive. I cannot simply cope with my dad being such an asshole and I seriously don't get why he's not dead yet.

Oh and what's worse? He's getting all his bitchy friends to spread rumours about mum that she's a prostitute and she's having sex with a lot of people. guess what dad? try the other way around why don't we.

What else? Oh, yes. The chick in shenzhen. MY UNCLE INTRODUCED HER TO MY DAD. WTF?

There is something seriously effed up in my dad's side of the family.

I'm looking forward to being a lawyer and sueing all of them.
Good luck in life Dad, cos you're about to be a beggar when I grow up and you better count your blessings. Starting now.

Bye readers, for now. Will update soon.
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